Last November, when my husband lost his job, we began a new journey. It hasn't been easy but it has diefinely been a blessing to our family. It has been a long 10 months of trusting God and seeing Him provide every need and many extra blessings. There have been times of struggle, stress and doubt. We have seen God do miraculous things in our lives. Like Job says in Job 42:5 I had heard of you by the hearing of the ear, but now my eye sees you. We feel God's presence on our family and are excited to continue to follow His leading to abundant living.
God has been challenging me to remove those things in my life that take away from His plan for me...for my family. The things that get in the way of my daily connection with God. The things that keep our family from serving others. The things that keep me from living a life centered on Christ. The things that take my focus off of my purpose for being here. The busy things in life that always seem so urgent. Thanks to the inspiration of the book "7:An Experimental Mutiny Against Excess", I saw many areas in my life that needed changed. Jen Hatmaker talked about 3 questions that a pastor challenged her to ask:
1. What in my life, if taken away, would alter my value or identity?
2. What causes an unhealthy change of attitude, personality, or focus when “it” becomes threatened?
3. What is the thing outside of God that you put everything else on hold for?
When I asked myself those questions, it convicted me of my own self-centeredness. I see many things in my life that take up my time and resources but have no eternal value. I've decided to put my own spin on "7" and begin my own "Journey to Less".
Over the next 10 months I will focus on 10 areas. I will reduce the junk and get down to the necessities in those areas. Of course these aren't the only areas that need renovating but this is where I'll start. This is not something I'm doing for God. I'm doing this to make more room for God and his commands to completely take over my daily life choices. So the 10 areas will be:
- Computer/ Video Games
Some months will involve the entire family and some months will be more about me and my need for change. Some months we will give things up, other months we will limit our choices in that area. The purpose for this challenge is to remove things from my life that keep me from abundant living. I want to be so in tune with God's calling on my life that when He speaks I will immediately say "Here am I Lord, send me". As a busy mother, wife, church volunteer, part-time employee who is entering full-time ministry with my husband, there are many great opportunities that come along that can be wrong for me. Sometimes it's hard to know when to say "No". I'm praying that during the next few months, I will continue to draw closer to God and that He will reveal to me where I am to serve. My ultimate goal is to daily live out the lyrics from one of my favorite worship songs....All I Have is Christ:
Hallelujah! All I have is Christ
Hallelujah! Jesus is my life
Now, Lord, I would be Yours alone
And live so all might see
The strength to follow Your commands
Could never come from me.
Oh Father, use my ransomed life
In any way You choose.
And let my song forever be
My only boast is You.
I don't want parenting to be my life. I don't want running a household to be my life. And as much as I love fooball, I don't want that to be my life. I don't want entertainment and having fun to be my life. I want Jesus to be my life!!!
What about you? Do you want Jesus to be your life? What's distracting you from the abundant life in Christ?